Wandering Aimlessly
I missed the u-turn slot in Quezon Avenue.
I missed Gate 2 in Ateneo.
I missed the right turn going to Saint Claire and ended up in Marikina.
I almost forgot to pick up my son in pre-school.
I feel completely lost. Everything looks dreary.
I used to see the world with very dark lenses.
It was through his eyes that I saw vivid light and magnificent hues - that the world ain't so bad after all.
Without his lenses, I somewhat see that darkness again.
Vince: It's just like giving birth - no matter how many people you ask about it, no matter how many books you read on it - you'll never really know how it is unless you go through it yourself.
Ivy: I never thought it would be this hard.
Vince: Give yourself time to grieve but then again you need to be stronger for the kids and for him as well.
Ivy: It's hard trying to keep a straight face in front of them.
Vince: Think of it this way, at least you've taken the first step.
Ivy: I know, but it sure is the hardest.
I retract that statement - it's the long, bitterly cold nights I dread the most.
J
I miss you terribly, and if by chance you see a shooting star tonight - that would be me - blowing a massive kiss for you.......
I
Labels: Personal
posted by Black_Mamba at
1:45:00 AM
6 Comments:
Now I'm sure you were spammed this time. And at such bad timing.
Anyway,
Please Ate... not at your son's expense.
I agree with the Iron Pugilist. Damn spammers. Ivy...be strong. 2.5 months seems long, but in the grand scheme of things it will go quickly (I promise). Live your life fully, and keep busy. You can still contact him and be close in other ways. It does work. Trust me :-)
Come on girl, cheer up. Stiff upper lip. OK?
~JD
IP,
I agree. In bad taste, in bad timing. Thank you
JD,
I'm trying - desperately. Thank you
anong nangyayari?
parang iba ata ung naiisip ko..
Did you know about you that you are a poet? Now begin to put all your thoughts together in a poem. It will be a surprize for him!
hi ivy!
i know how that feels..although i am also almost always away, there really is no saying you get used to such things..that longing to be with that person will always be there - everywhere..!
keep yourself busy for the meantime..para the next thing you'll know, 2 and a half months is over..and everything will be double great again..
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