Disambiguated Seity
If you were thrown the perennial identity question 'Who am I? Why am I here?', how would you answer?
Frankly, other than stating your name, would YOU even know where to start, much less respond?
Having no concept of selfhood, do you think your identity is either diachronic, synchronic, or both? Hell, I have no idea.
John Locke, a 17th-century English philosopher (not Terry O'Quinn's character in 'Lost'), stated that personal identity is founded on consciousness, and not the substance of either the soul or the body.
That said, how on earth will I ever come up with a de rigueur answer. Here's an attempt.
I am not always be kind but that does not mean I am wicked.
I may not be sympathetic but that does not mean I am not empathic.
I am not righteous but I'm awfully certain I am honest.
I am sometimes sarcastic but I am definitely not high-and-mighty.
I may not be enlightened but I'm positive I'm sharp-witted.
I strive to give of myself but that does not imply I am noble.
I sometimes strive for gain but that does not imply I am self-serving.
I sometimes feign indifference but I am not stoic.
I sometimes find my tongue staggering without purpose but in no way does that suggest I am undiplomatic.
I may not always be sure of who I am, but I'm extremely certain of who I'm not. After all, I am human. Created by The Supreme Being. Of flesh and blood. Of body and soul. Of mind and spirit. Powered by the divine spark, the elan vital.
To quote myself, 'Your reputation may be established, even fabricated by somebody else. But in the end, your character is something you build up for yourself.'
You can walk through life posing as a lamb whilst bitch-slapping everyone behind their backs. As for me, I'd rather be an in-your-face bitch than a hypocrite in denial.
In the words of Truman Capote, 'But without such misjudgements and such faiths, the seas would sleep, the eternal snows remain untracked.'
So now tell me, who are you? Do you know?
Labels: Bitchy Ramblings, Personal


19 Comments:
Who Am I:
I am the irony of myself. I was born to live a complex life to learn how to appreciate the fulfilling thrill of simplicity.
I became a daughter by becoming a mother.
I am who I was born to be and who I will make myself become.
hmnnnn... a little more darker and glam, i think you had the making of an another Anne Rice...
This got me thinking...
the thing is..i don't really know, and i'm still trying to find out.
Do I know? No. Do I strive to know? Yes. I must say this is an excellent post. Bravo. I see I have a lot to learn. Excellent writing Ivy.
PS Check your email. Thanks :-)
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Excellent post. I've thought about this often, but still haven't come up with a clear answer that I'm content with. I enjoyed reading other posts in your blog as well.
I am jon. Son of James.
A perpetual well spring of Love. Boundless in my capacity to give it and to forgive. Inextricably tethered to the soul of my beloved, and an endless in font of hope and possibility.
ivy, that was beautiful. just yesterday i completely emptied out my brain in my blog about some things that had been on my mind...and your question..."who am i?" fits right into my (rambling) flow of thoughts.
i like how you formed your answer, so i will follow...
i:
...havent reached where i want to go, but i am not lost.
...may not always have the ability to say in words what i truly feel, but my feelings are still valid and real.
...may not know exactly what my purpose in this life is, but i find purpose in seeking the truth.
...am not who i thought i always was, but instead i am who i always thought i wanted to be. i just need to believe in myself.
Frankie,
Wow, that was an awesome delineation :)
Buraot,
Asus, flatterer ka pala. Wag kang ganyan, baka mai blow-out kita lol........Pero siya, tatanggapin ko pa rin hehe, feeling ;)
Salamat :D
Elay,
Me too. I'm still searching for the answer :)
J.D.,
Thank you dear friend :)
P.S. Do check your email as well ;)
Moonshadow,
My soul-searching never ends, so you are not alone :)
Thank you :)
Jon,
Very perceptive self-portrait. You truly are enlightened :)
Josey,
Extremely poignant. I love what you said about your purpose. It was very substantial. Love it!
Thank you :)
Great post, I enjoy your ramblings. Did you pen yourself - I am not always be kind...Like you, I may not always be sure of who I am, but I'm extremely certain of who I'm not.
Ivy, oooohhh...deep topic! I think that people continue to rediscover "who" they are over the years depending on personal experiences. In regards to my own life, I believe that I'll encounter severally "callings" that I hopefully can successfully follow through on...Thanks for making me comtemplate my life! he he he!
f4,
Please leave your URL so I can visit your site as well. The one you're using doesn't seem to be working.
Thanks :)
CC,
Yeah, pretty deep subject indeed. I'm not even sure about my answer lol.....
I hope you find your 'calling' as well. Thanks :)
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