11.12.2007

Hyperspeed


A journey of a thousand sites begins with a single click.
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The internet is probably one of technology's greatest wonders. With just one click you can find just about anything. You can even google just about anyone with various search engines. And in a matter of seconds, find whatever or whomever it is you're looking for.

Before I started my blog, I only surfed the net for maybe 30 minutes to an hour a day tops. The only sites I frequented were Yahoo (to check my emails), and Eluxury (for purse shopping lol). Now, I spend most of my waking hours in front of a computer and am practically devoid of sleep.

Esther Dyson once said, 'The internet is like alcohol in some sense. It accentuates what you would do anyway. If you want to be a loner, you can be more alone. If you want to connect, it makes it easier to connect'.

I used to wakeboard (especially during the summer) up to 4 times a week. I only skipped wakeboarding for a few months to pay for my Balenciagas. Now that I'm finally free from my self-imposed purse ban, I find myself with a new addiction. I used to jump with glee everytime we would go to Batangas or Tagaytay. Now, Joel sometimes has to drag me to go there. He says he loves seeing me far from a computer. At home, I'm lucky to get more than 3 hours of shut-eye. Far from a PC, I stay in slumberland for 13 hours straight.

I've mentioned in a previous post that among the reasons I started this blog is to reach out to family and friends. One of the consolations being finding a very dear, long, lost bud (Hey Filip, see you in a month :) ).

Of late, I did sign up for a multiply account for my dear friend Filip as Flickr is blocked from the country (or building) she's in right now. Beyond that, I am quite satisfied with my blog and my photo host.

I do not have a friendster account. Joel signed up only recently. I, however, do not wish to ever have one. No matter how open I seem to be, there are still parts of my life I wish to keep private.

There are some people whom I wish to forget. Like my former English teacher in high school (whom I seriously wish were obsolete) who stole my essay, and without my consent gave it to another student and used it to enter an oratorical competition. I only found out after the announcement that they won and the piece was recited onstage (may the rot in inferno).


I may not have had the perfect childhood but one feeling I could distinctly reminisce is the feeling of innocence. There were no cellphones and text messaging was literally unheard of, but I felt but I felt much more connected. YM and chatting were (probably) inexistent, yet I then felt much more sheltered.

The internet has made life so much faster, at hyperspeed, if you ask me.

To a certain degree, maybe it is a form of anarchy. There are no rules here. There is practically no authority. No way of screening or filtering. In this world, censorship is a defect. To a point, chaos.

Among my favorite bible quotes (which I think I've quoted twice over) is from Matthew 16: 26, "And what do you benefit if you gain the whole world but to lose your own soul? Is anything worth more than your soul?"

In the end, you really have to ask yourself, 'Is it really worth it?'.

Only when I find an unimpeachable justification, then I'll get back to you.

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17 Comments:

Anonymous manilenya said...

kung feeling mo e addiction ng masasabi then it is the time to stop.....

same same problem wag ka mag-alala :)

tamang hawak lang sa oras siguro.. gawa tayo time table lol!!

ang problema sa akin kung kailan kasi oras na ng tulog ko saka rumaratsada daliri ko ...doon nakakakapa ng ideya para iblag lol!

11/12/2007 09:02:00 PM  
Blogger Leena said...

I have found so many new, warm, wonderful friends through the net :) They are people who share the same interest with me. I also learn a lot from people living in different cultures. I would be doing something on the computer anyway. I think it is better to connect to someone than just playing games.

11/12/2007 11:48:00 PM  
Anonymous lazarus said...

There was a time when I posted something about internet addiction. I really wanted to stop and pull the plug of my internet connection, but a blogger reminded me to recheck my reasons for blogging.

11/13/2007 12:50:00 AM  
Anonymous Philippine Updates said...

Can't say much now except Amen and Hello!

keep posting!

11/13/2007 02:06:00 AM  
Anonymous Home based jobs/ business said...

For internet addicts, why not make something out of it? I, myself, is online for most of my waking hours. So what I do is get opportunities out of it and share it through my blog.

11/13/2007 02:09:00 AM  
Blogger Webster Twelb said...

well...I'm on the net almost everyday at least 8-10 hrs a day.

Well...ma-shock ka kung si Kuya J (feeling close) and di maalis ang mata sa internet ka-fefrendster...

^_^

11/13/2007 06:08:00 AM  
Blogger black_mamba said...

Melai,
hindi pa naman, papunta pa lang hehe...... wag naman sana umabot don. salamat sis (uy feeling close) :)

Leena,
I agree. I've met a number of interesting yet genuine people through my blog. That includes you :)

Lazarus,
I constantly ask mysely why. Still can't find a reason to stop lol. thanks ;)

JC,
wow, hinanap pa talaga name noh. salamat :)
P.S. Amen ako sa diamonds are forever post mo lol

HBJ/B,
still can't find your name lol.....
like I've said, my ultimate reward is the genuine comments and the great people I get to meet. Comments including yours, thank you :)

Julie,
Kaka sign up nga lang niya eh. Dati ako lang nasa computer kaya nagagawa ko mag post kahit 3X a day. Ngayon once na lang ata :(
na addict sa friendster, naagawan tuloy sa comp. salamat ulit ;)

11/13/2007 06:23:00 AM  
Anonymous Marlene said...

I could understand why your teacher stole your essay. The way your write things, just impressive! Btw, you're not alone in net addiction. I think most bloggers are getting addicted to it. Cheers!

11/13/2007 06:47:00 AM  
Blogger Lizeth said...

oh! i love the internet! tinrade ko na nga ung love ko for my cellphone sa computer ko :) and a computer without internet is useless! Lols

11/13/2007 07:12:00 AM  
Anonymous the frogster said...

So sorry about your essay. I've had experiences like that and it stinks. Bad.

I recognized that if I spent all my time blogging I would have no life, so now I give myself one hour per day. I also stopped posting every day. It's fun, but I too have other interests, like riding my bicycle.

I think blogging is worth it as long as you maintain the other areas of your life. I've met some cool folks online, and if I ever travel, it might be fun to meet them in person.

11/13/2007 10:40:00 AM  
Blogger LORD MANILA STONE said...

you know one of the first things i do upon waking up is get to my computer, i have been worried about it's effect on my eyes, got more worried when i felt like i have been spending hours in front of the monitor to tend to my blogging chienes, hirap talaga mag-english, anyway, yong teacher mo na nagsteal ng essay mo, sana man lang binigyan ka ng credit ano...!!

11/13/2007 09:49:00 PM  
Blogger jon said...

Computer without internet = more productivity. :D

11/14/2007 03:16:00 PM  
Anonymous gale said...

that was a great post - i've noticed too that ever since i became a blogger, i've been spending several more hours daily on the computer. we all need to moderate and take a break from time to time, but i love the blogging community and having people comment their feelings. keep up the great work ivy! (and wow, ten years? that is pretttty crazy. how'd that go down?)

11/14/2007 05:00:00 PM  
Blogger black_mamba said...

Marlene,
thanks for the compliment :)

Lizeth,
Agree ako haha.....

Frogster,
Yeah, it stinks. Come to think of it, there's a bigger chance of being plagiarized on the net. lol.......
My main consolation is the genuine people I get to meet online everyday. That includes you....
Thanks :)

11/14/2007 06:38:00 PM  
Blogger black_mamba said...

Jon,
:P

Gale,
One hell of a roller coaster ride lol........left you the answer on your site :P
thanks :)

11/14/2007 06:40:00 PM  
Blogger Jay a.k.a. 'Dat' said...

i agree, the internet has become a great thing but then it consumes my time a little too much sometimes lol

Jay
DatMoney.com
DatCurious.com

11/18/2007 12:15:00 PM  
Blogger black_mamba said...

Jay,
You know what they say....Too much of a good thing tsk tsk :)

11/20/2007 03:58:00 PM  

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